Best Friend VS Lover

Dear Loyal Readers,

Don’t you just hate the fact that when you lose your lover, you end up losing your best friend?

I mean putting your friendship in jeopardy is horrible but it’s a call you’re forced to make once you’ve fallen so deeply for your friend.

And then lovely readers once you’re tied up with him there’s no way you can get out of it without upsetting either of you.

Then by the time you know it, you both won’t even be talking.

“On a break” as you should say.  After that you just grow sick of each other and just leave.

Let me ask you something.

How can you love someone so much, even before you got into a relationship then just hate that person till the pits of hell? Like they’re you’re nemesis when in actual reality they were your biggest cheerleader in life.

I don’t believe in this bullcrap theory.

I refuse.

I believe in this theory.

Don’t you just hate the fact that when you lose your lover, you end up losing your best friend

I mean putting your friendship in jeopardy is horrible but it’s a call you’re forced to make once you’ve fallen so deeply for your friend.

And then lovely readers once you’re tied up with him there’s no way you can get out of it without upsetting either of you.

Then by the time you know it, you both won’t even be talking.

Before anything else could be done someone comes chasing for the other, telling them how much you’d miss them if they left. And that they mean much more than anything else to you. 

That you’d be lost without them, sometimes life should be like a movie.

It just makes everything better knowing that someone would chase after you and not be all okay if you left them.

But listen ya’ll this is real life, nobody will ever feel that way unless they really really truly care about you. I can tell you though, even though everything’s gone she’ll never stop caring about you. It’s the nature of girls, they feel like they always have to care it’s like a well. Responsibility.

If only my life was a movie.

So all I can say is, don’t ever get into anything serious with someone you wish not to lose.

I learnt it the hard way; I’m just warning you guys.

I had a really good time, but its heart breaking that you have to lose two people in your life at the same time. And they don’t even really care to be honest.

I thought I’d be okay but y’know me, always not knowing myself.

All in all, don’t. Mix. Friends. And. Loves.

This just made it a whole lot harder for me to love someone.

Love always,

ESJ

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