Grade School

Dear Readers,
So my finals are in a week, look at me. Im still goofing about as if it werent important. My motto is, KEEP IT COOL KEEP IT COLLECTED. LOL
Actually inside im freaking out as well, i mean if im not cool then no one is.
To be honest, Are IGCSE's really that important?
It looks quite prestige if you ask me, with all the faces on the magazines blah blah blah. Some chinese chick scored freaging 13A*s. Thumbs up for her because that's incredible.
I dont belive in grading though, who gives you the right to judge someone? For maths, or bio its understandable, because that sort of subjects you cant change the system. Its a definate answer. But for English. Thats totally unfair, if you mark on that in my perception. My close friend scored an A for her english IGCSE which was marked in the UK but guess what she scored for her in school english exams?
For her mocks, she failed miserably. She DIDNT even pass, which shows how baised the teachers are. Due to the fact her english teacher despizes her for speacking back most of the time. People only speak back if they disagree with sometime, and clearly she did.

I remember so clearly my childhood schooling years. It was great, no problems whatsoever at home. But at school me and my twin caused havoc nonstop. That was all for the reason because the teachers were maderfocking baised. It was so annoying, it was like just because the other child was royalty the gets better treatment with all the teachers sucking up to her. Im not jealous or anything, but its just so pathetic how she gets them kissing her feet just for being who she is. I didnt understand why they were doing this, what can they achieve by doing this anyways? Its not like the child is gonna freaking tell her parents how good you are to her anyways because your not the only one being all nice to her. She not going to buy you are car, or even make you feel good about yourself. She could do the hell any shizz she wanted but i cant? That alot for a 10 year old to take in, and may i remind you this is an international school.
The standards just didnt meet up and im glad i'll be graduating soon.

Things like these are just unavoidable in our lives, there will always be bribery and backdoors in this never ending drama we so call 'life.'
That's just how people get by, its how things revolve in this earth.

Much love,
ESJ
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