Day 1

Dear Readers,
Haaaaa its as if my lungs let air in for the first time in two weeks. My first exam which was business studies paper 1 is done and over with, its like im breathing. Finally.

So yeah i walked into the english one class and everyone was freaging panicking like a bitch. Which then automatically freaks me out, and im like WTHECK i was fine like until i walked up in this classroom. LOL
Everybody freaking looking up on the internet for the freaking mark scheme. WHO THE HECK LOOKS AT THE MARK SCHEME. Im sorry i must be living under a rock or something but, i feel like that's just pathetic to memorise the mark scheme. I mean, is it really sincere and necessary to memorise something and write it down on the exam paper? Do you actually understand the question or are you just memorizing the answers?
Can you imagine if nothing you memorized came out, in my opinion its alright to memorise. But its just like copy and paste though, the economy wont grow. I know its big to go and say the economy will not grow, but if people just copy and paste nothing will ever evolve into something new and better. Everything will just be statnent and nothing will be different, it will just stay the same. Which could be boring if you ask me.
Another relation is what Audrey Hepburn said, "Perfect is not beautiful, different is."
I know some people might say, "Owh yeah, you're totally UNIQUE." UNIQUE MEANS UNIQUE OKAY. It doesnt mean your fat, ugly or whatnot. So just stop over analyzing and just embrace the fact that your unique and different and not just another cookie cutter stick straight blond haired blued eyed chick that everyone admires.

Remember, being perfect is not always great. They'll be nothing special about you, you'd just be.
Well.. ... ..  Perfect.
To be honest, i was a person that chased for perfection as well. But i learned that nothing will ever be perfect, so just be happy with what you have as it'll never change and look like what you see in magazines.
Cliche, mmmmm who cares.

Thank you for reading.
Much love
ESJ,
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