Fabulous

Dear Readers,

Lately i've been feeling quite restless.
There's nothing to do, since there's no school. I realized that my whole life actually revolved around going to school and anything else was just kind of shuved in my schooling life.
Like if i wanted to go out, it was scheduled around my school timings. And now since that chapter of my life is over, there's nothing to schedule around!
Its ridiculous how free i am now. All i do is manage my little brother, send him to school, pick him up from school. As of right now im really enjoying the simple things in life.
Spending time with my family and friends and just being free like a bird.
I have to admit i do feel ever so calm and collected, its like there's nothing i shall need to worry about.
No exams, tests, bitch dramas, silly teachers and no stupid scenarios to deal with.
I've promised to myself that at this moment of my life, i will cherish every single second i can because i know after December my life's going to change dramatically knowing that there's school to attend again and this sense of leisure time isn't going to come rolling around much again.

I get to watch my little brother grow, and this isn't something you see everyday.
Someone, growing. Its such a beautiful experience if you ask me, i mean you appreciate life more knowing how fragile it is.
Bobo's gotten fatter, and she get's excited when i come round her cage.
If i were at school i wouldnt have been able to realize these simple gifts. Its time to buka puasa so i'll leave you to that.

Love always,
ESJ
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